Saturday 28 December 2013

Christmasy days


What I did with Christmas is eating, drinking, sleeping, eating, sleeping, eating, drinking, sleeping etc...Lovely lazy/party days.
This is what it looked like sort of.















Although it's back to work for me now I wish you happy holidays!

Tuesday 10 December 2013

Hair Pics #5

This hair post is quite different from the others, as in it is not so colorful, more classic and styled. Things I also like a lot. 
Somewhere this week I' ll post one that is more like the others.















 


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Monday 9 December 2013

4 Months

Here I am lying in my bed and feeding my new addiction Twin Peaks. I've been watching it in my bed all day. I only went outside to get 'dinner' which were actually snacks.
I can imagine that for the people who know me personally this may sound quite worrisome, like I am depressed.

This is not the case.

I've been in bed all day really enjoying my self watching this series and eating bad food, alone. Just being hungover and lazy.
I realized that my day in bed today is not like the other days in bed when I was at my lowest, not at all. And I think I can finally say I am happy with myself and the friends that I have and that I don' t need a relationship or a certain attention from men to be happy.

It has been four months Boris and I had our final break up, four months single. I must admit I had a distraction that was boy shaped, and that was just a little bit too much to take. 
I think I had to put that aside to come to this point. To be more focused on myself and be ok with the fact to be on my own.

My first reaction when people want to leave my life is to try to make them stay, at the end this never works.
Now I think that maybe those people are not meant to be in your life or do not deserve this and that I shouldn't be so sad about them leaving. Like my best friend when I was 15, like my Boris, like my dad...

Yesterday I had a really good night out. First with my colleagues, then my best friend's birthday. It was a fun, drama free, DRUNK but not too drunk night. Not unimportant to mention is that I looked good and I felt even better. I felt pretty and sexy and confident.

So bottom line here is that I think my weeping days are over for a while....FINALLY! 

Time for fun times like CHRISTMAS (haterzgonnahate)