Monday 26 May 2014

Shades of cool

I can not wait for the new album of Lana del Rey. I've been loving her music for a couple years now and everytime I think I' m over it she comes with some song that amazes me and I can relate to so much. The song 'Shades of Blue', which she released yesterday I think, is almost scary suitable for things I recently experienced.

My baby lives in shades of blue
Blue eyes and jazz and aptitude
He lives in California too
He drives a chevy Malibu

And when he calls
He calls for me and not for you
He lives for love, he loves his drugs
He loves his baby too
But I can't fix him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about his strange weather

But you are invincible
I can't break through your world'
Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

My baby lives in shades of cool
Blue heart and hands and aptitude
He lives for love, for women, too
I'm one of many, one is blue

And when he calls
He calls for me and not for you
He prays for love, he prays for peace
And maybe someone new

But I can't help him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about his strange weather

'Cause you are invincible 
I can't break through your world
'Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

'Cause you are invincible
I can't break through your world'
Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable


Wednesday 12 March 2014

Just throwing some happiness in your face! Again...

It' s Wednesday and I' m sitting on the balcony, in the sun, in march, in Holland for god sake. It had been extremely good weather this week and it makes me very excited for my birthday for some reason, also because it' s only a month away.

I think it' s safe to say I' m having an awful lot of fun all the time.
I've been to Antwerp, Sleazefest was a ball, dancing at Bottoms Up, work is fun,  taking baths, having dinner with my mom, chillin' in the park and thanks to my employer I have been staying in a really nice house (which is his) this week watching the cutest three legged cat in the world!

My constant feeling of loneliness caused by not having a partner/lover is slowly disappearing, something I thought would never come. Despite a very strange phone call from my ex...

I am very excited for the future and strangely optimistic about it haha!

Here are some pictures from all the fun stuff I did lately.













Now I have to drag myself to the gym because me having a good time equals beer (and a healthy appetite of course) equals weight.

BYE